The Notebook

Seems like it always made me feel better to write here whenever I'm drowned by my own thoughts. So here I am.

I've recently realized that movies and tv shows really are just fake. I know everyone says it's just a movie, it's not real. I've said that before too. But in my heart, I believed that some of it has got to be true, that it's got to be based on something real. Well, it's not. At least not in my life.

It's an absolutely awful feeling to feel like this is it, there's nothing else. Especially when whatever this is is far from what was expected or hoped for.

P.S. Alpha passed away during the weekend of our wedding...

one direction

So what is up with a British accent? why is it so freaking sexy?

I've got to say, I am a little embarrased to proclaim my newfound-love for One Direction (especially Harry Styles), considering how young the members are and most of their fans are screaming teenage girls.

There's just something about their hair, their accents, their smiles and their voices that drives me a little crazy. I guess I am just like their typical fans. Except I'm a couple years older and I scream on the inside.

us united

It was awesome :)

Even though I ended up in the ER the night of, it was still awesome. Now...I probably wouldn't do it again because that night wasn't fun at all, plus we don't have to go to 6 Flags to reunite. If Six Flags were the only thing we can do to reunite, I'd do it again any day! (Yep! it was that worth it)

@ Six Flags Magic Mountain
I don't know why the sign looks so photoshopped, it was real.

I tried funnel cake for the first time. It's like a huge doughnut with sugar, ice cream, and caramal on it. what's not to love about that?