Seems like it always made me feel better to write here whenever I'm drowned by my own thoughts. So here I am.
I've recently realized that movies and tv shows really are just fake. I know everyone says it's just a movie, it's not real. I've said that before too. But in my heart, I believed that some of it has got to be true, that it's got to be based on something real. Well, it's not. At least not in my life.
It's an absolutely awful feeling to feel like this is it, there's nothing else. Especially when whatever this is is far from what was expected or hoped for.
P.S. Alpha passed away during the weekend of our wedding...
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